From “the grass is damp!!!” to “the grass is damp, hahaha.” #holidate #girlsdate #sweaterweather 💕👭

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Funny, really. Today’s the day I take out my Slate Planner and decide to update it. Maybe, unconsciously, this is my last attempt at trying to find some sort of control over my emotions. Myself. My life. Possible. But now I’m aware of it. And I’m back at feeling lost. Confused. It’s like I want to scream out loud. Except I already am. Inside. Deep inside. Way way way deep inside. But despite how loud I scream—or so it feels—it doesn’t break through the surface. It doesn’t even bring out a single tear.